Have you ever felt assaulted by church? Like you'd been mugged?
I think that's what I feel right now. Not that it's malicious, but it's worth remembering, for those of us leading services, that not everyone is running at the same speed as you and that if they're not then they can find it hard to get back on board with where you're going.
I don't just mean those who miss a week, but those who come in and out of the service (chirldrens workers etc)
Ever felt like this?
Post up in the comments please, I'd be really interested to know.